Why do you feel you deserve to live?

I don't.
I never have.

I'm only alive for two reasons - one is a person, and the other is that I don't have a 100% fool-proof way to end my life. This is the reality that I have accepted for myself. I should be writing about something more important. I should be doing a lot of other things that are more important.

But no, here I sit, going THERE again. And why? Perhaps because I'm not ready to confront things. But if I did, it would not be a pleasant affair.

sound: The Smiths - Stop Me If You've Heard This One Before

I have my highball glass and some Kentucky bourbon.
I have my wine glass and some pinot noir.
I have three bottles of Flying Monkey.
I have the Internet.
I have the day to myself.

sound: The Black Dog - Remote Viewing

Dubai is where the elitist 1% is going to live after their policies and procedures have finished destroying the rest of the world.

For all we know, Jesus could have easily been an autistic child who just freaked everybody out with his tirades about his true father.  When he grew up and assembled a small group of people who identified with him, perhaps it was only a matter of time before the people who knew him growing up considered him to be a cult leader and decided it was time to remove him from the gene pool.  That's the thing about human beings...anything that is moderately radical is automatically a threat, and very few people ever get the same message.  That's why we have X different denominations allegedly supporting the same idea...no one wants to go with the whole thing verbatim.

I have so many social network accounts now I don't know which ones to visit. I should probably just go to bed.

The son of one of the most revered leaders of the Palestinian Islamist group Hamas has renounced his religion to move to America and become an evangelical Christian.

...so he's exchanging one radical religious viewpoint for another. Um...