Why do you feel you deserve to live?I don't.
I never have.
I'm only alive for two reasons - one is a person, and the other is that I don't have a 100% fool-proof way to end my life. This is the reality that I have accepted for myself. I should be writing about something more important. I should be doing a lot of other things that are more important.
But no, here I sit, going THERE again. And why? Perhaps because I'm not ready to confront things. But if I did, it would not be a pleasant affair.
sound: The Smiths - Stop Me If You've Heard This One Before |